Family... its just one of those things...

So today's post is another one of those just because posts. But its something thats been on my mind a lot lately. So I figured I would share it with the world. Or at least the very small portion of the world that actually reads what I write on here. And if no one happens to read this one, then at least I have it written down that years from now I can flip back through my blog and find this post and remember exactly what God was showing me at this time in my life.

Lately, I've been thinking about family. And what it truly means to be a family. Ive recently inherited a new family, whom I love very very much, and I treasure the time that I get to spend with them because we are becoming a family. We are learning the ins and outs of each other's lives. Whether its through an intense game of 20 questions via facebook messages, or over the phone exchanging vegan recipes, or roadtrips to visit Marme and Mr. Ray :) getting to know them is some kind of crazy journey for me. Because not only am I getting to know them, but they are getting to know me. And being the shy, quiet person that I am, its a whole new kind of balance, remembering to be myself and let them see who I truly am, while getting to know them. So for this new family of mine, being a family means time. It means getting to know one another on a truly deep and personal level. It means learning to love someone from the inside out. And it is one incredible journey.

And then there is my family. The ones that I have known my entire life and have never truly had to get to know because they are the ones that have helped me to become who I am today. Now Im not just talking about my immediate family. Mama, Daddy, Jonathan. While they are incredible and they are the very foundation of who I am, Im also talking my extended family. The Aunts, Uncles, Cousins, Grandparents, the ones that make life interesting. As I sat here this afternoon watching the rough cut of our wedding video for about the thousandth time, I really began to think about my family and what we have gone through over the years. There's a particular shot in this video where you see my dad and I walking down the aisle from the side and as the camera follows us down the aisle you can see all of my extended family pass by one by one. Aunt Kitty, Uncle Bob, Aunt Shirley, Jenna, Aunt JoLynn. All the cousins. Fairy Godmother. They are all there. And with each one that passed by I caught myself watching them instead of my dad and I. And with each face there was string of memories that ran through my mind along with it. Holidays, Birthdays, Graduations, other weddings, Christmas Eve's. The bad times ran through my mind as well. The times when family didn't really make sense to me. The times when I wasnt sure what I had done wrong, but I knew that something just wasnt right. The family arguments of stupid stuff that no one should truly care about because all of us knows that if we woke up tomorrow and one of us was gone our lives would never be the same. I began to think about how we hold each other together. I remembered the day that my Aunt Kitty looked me in eyes for the very first time and told me she loved me, and I knew that she actually meant it. I remembered doing gymnastics shows in Grandma Mary's living room with Krista and feeling so unbelievably important because she asked me to play with her. I saw Uncle Kevin and missed him so much my heart could hardly stand it. I miss seeing him smile. I remember Aunt JoLynn showing up for my football games to watch me cheer. How my Aunt Shirley baked dozens of cookies for my wedding. How every one of those family members drove 8 hours to see me get married. How my cousin Danielle looked me in the eyes during my bridal dance and told me that she was proud of me. That my cousin Michelle looked at me during that same bridal dance and told me that I lived a life I should be proud of because not many girls could truly stand there that day wearing white and deserve to do so. If she only knew that I made it that far in my life because of her. I remembered playing house with both of them in my playroom with I was about 7, and wondered where the time went. I looked at Jackie, and the memories couldn't stop. Making my costumes for my musicals, keeping me at your house for 10 days while my brother was in the hospital, showing up for everything important in my life. Walking into the bridal room that morning and signing the inside of my shoe because she remembered that at one time she had seen me post something on facebook about having my bridal party sign my shoe. Showing up for my second reception with a three tier cake, and a memory box birthday present full of stuff she had collected from our wedding. I looked at my dad with that broken little smile on his face and made him promise me that he would always be home. That no matter how much things were changing, that I could still always call him daddy, crawl up in his lap and know I was safe.  I looked at my brother and our lives flashed before my eyes. The fights, the play times, the Christmas mornings of waking mom and dad up at 4 am only to be told to go back to bed. I looked at him and myself and was in awe of who we had become. Who I had become because of him. And I looked at my Mama. That incredible woman who has given up everything she ever wanted or dreamed of so that I could have. I looked at my best friend and I had never been more grateful for the fact that when I look in the mirror each day I see a reflection of her staring back at me.... And as I sit here today pouring through these memories in my mind, I can honestly say that I know what it means to have a family. One that isn't perfect. One that has it's flaws. One that fights over stupid stuff. One that cries together, One that laughs together. We are a bit of a mess sometimes, but we have something so incredible special. We are a family. And that is one thing that can never ever be taken from us. No matter where this life takes me. No matter where we all end up, I know where my home is. I know that I will always have a safe place to go back to. Because of these people I know who I am.

Family is just one of those things that can never be truly defined. It has to be felt. It has to be learned. It has to be home. And I have that. So today... Im thankful for my family. or Families I should say. And for the fact that God loves me enough to allow these amazing people to love me. I am truly a blessed person.

I hope you've enjoyed this Morris Moment... until next time.

The little things...

So tonight's post has nothing to do with anything significant. Or anything specific. Its simply taking a moment to be thankful, for the little things. Being thankful for an amazing job, with some amazing people, doing something I love to do. For an amazing place to call our home, and more love to fill it than I thought possible. For a family that loves me unconditionally and is willing to help me adjust to this new crazy time in my life. Being unbelievably thankful for the fact that the Steelers played on NBC tonight and its one of the few channels that we get on our TV. It brings a little piece of home here. For Jason's Deli that fed us healthy food tonight. For a husband that loves me. Who falls asleep on the beaver tail in the living room and talks in his sleep. Who walks to farm fresh for something fun to do together for some healthy snacks for the football game. Who works so hard to provide for me and give me the best life possible. I am blessed in more ways than I can count.

So be thankful tonight. Because no matter how stressed you are, how rough life seems, and how hard you feel like you are fighting, there is always something to be thankful for. No matter how small it may seem. Its worth being thankful for and cherishing. I heard a quote the other day that really struck home with me. It said something along the lines of "What if we woke up tomorrow with only the things that we thanked God for today." And it occurred to me that I couldn't remember the last time I had just stopped and thanked God for what he had given me. So tonight... Im thankful for the little things. For all that I have, and all that God has blessed me with. I live a beautiful life.

We're goin' taters...

So... this has been a very interesting week for us. For all of you all there that aren't married yet, I will issue a warning for you... you will gain weight post marriage. Your honeymoon will be full of crappy, awesome junk food, and you will like to eat said food far more often than you used to. At least this was the story for us. I think its fair to say that its become obvious to both of us that we needed to make some adjustments to our diet.

So, by the inspiration of my new, completely fabulous, beautiful, feisty, vegan sister-in-law Jessica, we have gone taters. Now you may ask what goin' taters means. Well let me fill you in. Goin' taters is a 10 day, really kind of intense, diet of nothing but variations of potatoes. Baked, mashed, twice done, chopped and baked, covered in a million different seasoning, with no artificial anything. So no butter, no sour cream, no cheese. None of the things that I usually use to make potatoes my favorite things in the world. Its been an adjustment to say the least, but its paying off let me tell you... We are on our third full day of goin' taters, and its definitely working for us. Jess told us to weigh and measure ourselves at the beginning and at the end to see our progress. So we did that, and after just three days I am already down 4 lbs from where I started. I kind of like this whole eating healthy and loosing weight the right way. I've honestly never lost weight the right way, so this is a really new experience and Im liking it. 

So thats the newest in the Morris household. Our new way of life. Post taters we are aiming to just live a very healthy lifestyle. No processed foods. Just healthy whole foods. I like the life that we have... and we would love to be able to live it to the fullest we possibly can. So Ill keep you all updated on this crazy new journey we are taking and Ill aim to share some of our crazy recipes with you all along the way!! 

We hope you've enjoyed the current moment... Until next time!

Our Top 10 Wedding Moments

So today's Morris Moment is a joint effort. Nic and I sat down last night and compiled a list of our Top 10 Wedding Moments. So here you go. Our day, through our eyes. Hope you enjoy :)

Our wedding day was something so spectacular. It was more than I could have ever imagined it to be. It was magical and there were so many moments that we shared with our families that are completely irreplaceable. But there were quite a few moments that no one else experienced that we would like to share with you :) And it gives you all a chance to see quite a few of our favorite wedding pictures. Its a two for one kind of day.

1. Our first dance: This was the most precious moment that we have ever shared. I think that was the first time all night that we actually stopped and got the chance to just take in the moment of what was actually happening. We talked and laughed and just enjoyed being married.

2. Our choreographed first dance: This was pretty awesome. Our original idea was to do something choreographed with the entire bridal party. But the fact that our bridal party was scattered all over the country made that nearly impossible. So Nic and I went to work, threw it together in an evening, and honestly didn't practice it again until we did it at the reception, but I think it turned out all right :) We had a blast, and it was a great way to show our personalities. Nic was such a good sport and he didn't dance too bad either.

3. Family prayer: This was such a precious moment. There was such love and joy and just immense emotion. The words that they spoke over us were just beautiful and meant the world to us. Its moments and love that we will never forget. We love you guys.

4. Our Jr. Groomsman Peed his Pants... in the middle of the ceremony: We had a very eventful first 10 minutes of our ceremony. The high point? Seth, the cute little guy in the picture below, proceeded to the middle of the aisle yelling to his mother that he had to pee. She sent him back up to his spot, and he did a dance for a while, then stopped and smiled. Thank God his pants were black lol.

5. Pre ceremony prayer: Before the ceremony started, we had a time of prayer with our individual bridal parties. For me, it was such a sweet time, because Pastor Joie prayed over me during such a big time in my life, just as she did when I graduated from high school and so many other major times in my life. It meant the world to have her there and for her to be a part of this moment as well.

For Nic, this was a time where his friends really just poured into his life and helped him to find the peace that he needed. It was truly a time of just seeking God and allowing him to be the part of this day that we both so desired him to be.

6. Toasts: Oh man. Our toasts were pretty spectacular. The stories that were told, the memories that were talked about, the words that meant the world to us. They were more than we could have ever asked for. Having Beth and Lyds by my side that day meant the world to me, and hearing their hearts meant just as much. Their words and their emotions will forever be in my mind. Andrew your words were so sincere and so genuine. You are such a true and genuine friend and you guys mean the world to us. And Jonathan. You are my best friend. And your words impact me each and every time you speak. Thank you for always following the call of God on your life and showing me what it means to live a life worthy of admiration. You're incredible, big brother.

7. Dancing with Patrick: This was one of my personal favorite moments. During our money dance, my new brother in law, Patrick, payed his dollar and came up to me and asked for a dance. His words were so sweet and so genuine, and he truly welcomed me to his family. That moment will stay with me for the rest of my life.

8. Our Flower Girl's One-Liner: So we had the cutest flower girl in the entire world. And she looked like a little princess on our wedding day. Leah has been one of my mom's daycare kids since she was about 6 months old. We have watched her grow up, and she is so much fun. Leah is terribly shy though. She doesn't talk much. The wedding day was no different. From the moment we picked her up, she didn't utter more than a head nod to me. Until one very special moment at the church. We were all running around, excited and nervous, getting ready and I was in the hall way steaming out my dress with my new sister in law, Desiree. My maid of honor came walking out with my flower girl in hand and informed me that Leah had to pee and I was the only one that was allowed to take her. I laughed to myself grabbed leah by the hand and took her into the bathroom and she just stood there and stared at me. I responded with, "You okay?" And she looked at me and said, "My mom puts paper on the seat." And continued to stare at me. I laughed so hard I almost cried and put paper on the seat for her, and walked out to let her do her thing. And that was the only sentence that my Flower Girl said to me all weekend. It was priceless. Enjoy these pictures of her cuteness. :)

9. Vincent's random pop ups: Oh Vincent. The cutest Ring Bearer known to man. He was so stinking cute with his Nic matching hair cut and snazzy tuxedo. The morning of the wedding, Vinny kept showing up on the side of the building where the girls were getting ready. And mysteriously, he always ended up next me. Holding my hand. Looking at me. He seemed to be my shadow. I said to him at one point, "Vinny where did you come from?" He shrugged his shoulders and replied, "No one was watching me!" Oh man that kid. If he wasnt so cute, we would have had issues. But seriously, who could be mad at this face :)

10. Nic always ending up with my bouquet: The entire evening, Nic always seemed to end up with my bouquet in his hand. Walking from the church to the car. Making our entrance at the reception. During pictures. Somehow, that thing ended up in his hand. What can I say, it was heavy. :)

And that was our Top 10 Wedding Moments. I hope that you have enjoyed this snapshot of our big day. Now I am off to the grocery store to buy the rest of the stuff that we need for our dinner date with the Arends!! Hope you've enjoyed the current Morris Moment!

I would like to introduce you...

So the big event in our lives this week has been shopping for a second car. My little Danny has been a good little car, but we needed a second one for our soon to be work schedule. So we did some research and we reached a conclusion on which model we wanted and we went to work. Inquiring about prices, gas mileage, back seat space, cargo space and the dependability of the car. And after much debate and barter with the salesman to get it to the price and payment we wanted, I would to introduce you to the newest member of our family.

This is Wally Richard Rafiki Morris, our new 2013 Kia Soul.

Now you may inquire about the name we have chosen. Well, he looks like a Wally. And we bought the car on my pap's birthday, hence the Richard. And Nic has this running joke about "Following Rafiki, cause he knows the way!" So we figured since we bought such a wise little car, we should probably give him the wisest of names. And obviously Morris, because, duh, thats who we are. And that is the history of the name we have chosen for our newest little friend.

This car is my new buddy. I seriously feel so powerful driving it. And it knows who I am when I turn it on. I synced my iphone to the car, which it recognizes as Freaking Awesome Shiny Thing, hehe, I forgot I had named it that when I got it. So Wally now makes phone calls for me, plays my music as well as links Pandora. Its gunna make roadtripping so much more enjoyable :)

We are super happy with our decision. We added a Marine Corps decal on the back and made it our own. Add a Steelers license plate frame and it will be the perfect car :)

Hope you've enjoyed this Morris Moment :) Until next time... 

Sadie, Sadie, Married Lady.

Today is day 11 as a married girl. Today's agenda? A whole lot of nothing, with a ton of Gilmore Girls mixed in, followed by some email catch up and phone call number 4 with my mom because she keeps me sane, and all leading up to the main event tonight... Car shopping with my husband. All in all this is shaping up to be a pretty decent day in the world of the new Mrs. Morris. Still unbelievably weird to hear myself say, but true nonetheless.

Holy cow has the last week and half been a whirlwind of events, people and emotions. So, for all of you who weren't here to experience it and even those who were, I shall now recap the last 11 days of married life.

First of all. I got married. That day was a blur of pure awesomeness. It started with my twin showing up with my favorite Starbucks drink. She always knows how to make things better :)

Next, my wonderful hairdresser was a magician and turned me into Cinderella. I seriously don't know how she made me look like I had so much hair, because I really don't. I mean, I have hair, obviously, but its very thin. So a pony tail is usually a difficult task, but she worked wonders. It was a really good hair day.

The next 8 hours went way too fast, but they were perfect. Literally everything that happened couldn't have made the day more perfect. The Ceremony was breathtaking. Literally. I was so blessed by the love that was there that it was hard to take it all in. My personal favorite moment? Our youngest Jr. Groomsman peed his pants. No one noticed because they were black, but he did nonetheless. Did I mention that it was the perfect wedding? Cause it was. On a more serious note, my actual favorite moment of the ceremony was the time that Nic and I's families spent praying over us. It was such an intimate moment, filled with so much love and emotion. It made me truly grateful for the life that God has given us.

The Reception. Oh man the reception. The people, the venue, the atmosphere. It truly felt like Cinderella going to the ball. I was so humbled by the experience. I seriously do not think my parents will ever know how grateful I am for all that they did for me. They gave me everything that I have ever dreamed of and I will never be able to repay them for that. They are awesome. Awesome isn't even a strong enough word. I don't think there is a way to describe them that is legitimate enough. I love them more than words can say.

As wonderful as the day was, I was exhausted by the end of it. The build up to the day, how emotionally tired I was, everything together, I was very ready for a break. Enjoy this picture of us on the plane on the way to Disney World. I'm lucky we got one of me awake.

Disney was 7 days of pure wonderfulness. It was such an amazing break. Just getting away from everyone and everything and just enjoying being together was more than I could have ever asked for. It was great to just establish us. Having Mickey Mouse around to help wasn't so bad either. :)

We spent 2 full days in Magic Kingdom, one day in Hollywood Studios, and one full day in Epcot. Each day had its own blend of magic in it. Between the lights, the rides, the experiences, it is quite possible that I fell more in love with Nic everyday. I didn't think I could, but somehow, it happened. Those memories will never fade. And I am more than thankful for that. Here are a few highlights from our trip :)

Since getting home on Sunday, things have slowed down quite a bit and Im loving it. Nic is back at work since Tuesday, and I have been going through the marathon of making a budget, researching cars to buy, adjusting to living in a new place for the first time, watching a lot of Gilmore Girls to make myself feel at home, doing laundry for two which is new, cooking dinners and learning how to be a wife, slowly but surely. 

We had our first in home date night complete with our first home cooked dinner, popcorn, the world's most comfortable blanket and The Newsies on blu-ray. It was the perfect evening. Compliments of the Arends' wedding gift: a date in a box. It was so wonderful. So thanks guys!!!

We went out to dinner for the first time married last night. It was the same place we always go, and its the same food we always eat, but somehow it just felt different. I loved it. 

Other than that, we are just learning how to do life together. Its been a great first few weeks and we are gearing up for our roadtrip to PA next weekend for our casual reception with the Pittsburgh crew. Im actually really excited to roadtrip this time. Its the same drive we always make, but this time itll be different. Ill be making the trip with my husband. Thats such a weird thing to hear myself say. But its true. Im excited for this next season in life. 

On another note, there's only 130 days until Christmas. Score.

Until next time... 

Here we go...

So... in light of being a newly wed, and having a whole bunch of time on my hands, seeing as Nic is working all day and I don't start working for a few weeks, I decided that it was time for a new blog in honor of my new state of being. A place to put my amazing, funny, sometimes a little sad, big, small to you but big to us moments. A place to keep our scattered family up to date with the goings on of our lives. And just a place to spill my thoughts, ideas and life on paper.

So I hope you enjoy these moments of our story that I will spill here. Ill do my best to keep them constant and up to date so that all of you whom we love can feel as much a part of our lives as we want you to be. Here's to a brand new chapter in our crazy mixed up story....